Sedih rasanya bila Ashraf tak sempat nak bermanja lama dengan Tok Ki. Tok Ki dah kembali kepadaNya pada 4 Mac 2011. Alhamdullillah, Tok Ki pergi hari Jumaat. As a daughter, I am feeling vulnerable, diri sendiri pun macam tak percaya. Bila buka semula album gambar, mesti sebak. Rindu pada arwah. Especially now. As a mother, I am really proud with my son, Ashraf. Dia bagaikan faham situasi masa tu. Tak banyak ragam dia, tak banyak rengek dia. Cuma bila orang tanya dia Ki mana, dia akan stare orang tu sedalam-dalamnya, and ignore the question. Ye, rasanya dia faham.
He keeps on saying, "Mama, Ki sakit, Ki sakit tangan". Because that's how he saw his Ki on Ki's last night. Tangan ada plaster sebab Ki baru lepas dialysis.
Ashraf, walaupun Tok Ki sempat spend time 2 tahun lebih je dengan Ashraf, do know that he loves to so much. He's happy whenever his with you. And he asked for you to be with him on his last night. Siap suruh kamu speaking English lagi :) Bila Ashraf dah besar, mama akan tunjuk semua gambar Ki ye. Dari dia kecik, sampai dia tua. And I will tell stories to you ye sayang.
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